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My early childhood was not as simple as yours set in the country [03 Sep 2004|08:59pm]
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fantasima Add it or don't, it's up to you. I'm only adding people once they add me cause I'm really lazy.

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I'm not giving up just yet, I wont give up til I lose. [01 Aug 2004|12:21am]
[ mood | tired ]

So tonight was the concert. All together, it was absolutely amazing. Mary and I got there lateish, like at 7:15 ish instead of 7 when the doors opened, so the first band was already halfway done. But they were pretty good, from what we caught. Not really my kind of music, but they were okay. Then we went and found somewhere to stand where I could take some pictures, and the next band was ..Ticker Tape Parade. They were good, they're one of the more well known Arizona bands. After them was Greeley Estates. They were amazing. The lead singer was gorgeous and they were just all around great. Once they were done, Mary and I wandered around and I ended up buying Greeley Estates CD and talking to the lead singer a bit, he was wicked nice. Then we sat near the door and talked for most of Before Braille because they weren't very good. And we were tired and hot. Buuut. Then! We walked back to our little spot where I could take the best pictures and Not Quite Burnadette came on. They were also extremely good. The lead singer reminded me SO FUCKING MUCH of Adam Lazzara, mainly because of his body movements and his mike usage. At the end of the set, the lead singer climbed up to the top and like sung up there for awhile. Hahah but here is the climax of my night.

SCARY KIDS SCARING KIDS. OHMYGOD. Mary and I were watching them set up and were very amused, and then all the lights went out and they were about to come on. And it was totally silent and then the crowd started chanting cause it had been awhile. Then this background music started playing and it had gotten totally silent again and all of a sudden Mary and I realized what it was and we literally SCREAMED "CARMINA BURANA". Nobody will really know why we did that or how funny it really is unless they go to ASA, but yes, it was Carmina Burana. And as the music was getting louder and more exciting the lights started flashing quickly and everytime there was a new band member on stage but you could only get a little glimpse each time. And once they were all on the lights raised slowly and the band is standing there in CRAYON COSTUMES. And they immediatly started playing "Whats up Now" which is my favorite SKSK song. And after about two songs, Pouyan (the keyboardist and most enthuiastic member, also the one I used to know) was all like "These costumes are really fucking awesome, but we're taking them off now cause it's really fucking hot." And four of the members just took em off and had other clothes on, but Pouyan and Chad I think, one of the guitarists, waited. Chad pulled his crayon off first and he had on this leather like outfit on and it was really funny. Then Pouyan took his off and he was wearing nothing but veryverysmall girls panties. Let me just say, they werent really covering everything. It was nice. Anyways, they played their songs and every single one was so absolutely amazing. And once they were done Mary and I left becuase my mom never went in like she was supposed to to talk to Joanne (Pouyans mother).

Worst part of my night? Coming home and having Sandy tell me "Oh, it really sucks that your mom didn't go in because you were going to go backstage and they had a few.. surprises for you." And then I begged her to tell me and after awhile she tells me that they had a signed cd and tons of posters and had this whole plan of what they were going to do that night with me :[

Moral of the story? Scary Kids Scaring Kids OWNS AT LIFE. My mother, on the other hand, ruins my life.

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I dont want somebody to love me just give me sex whenever I want it [31 Jul 2004|06:03pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Mary and I are way cooler than you because we're listening to awesome music and we're getting ready to go to see Scary Kids Scaring Kids.

And Mary flipped out when I gave her the Mars Volta CD. Mary wants me to say that I beat Jess. Haha?

The end and have a good night.

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Cause these are the days worth living [22 Jul 2004|06:15pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I'm sick of the shit, seriously. From now on, this is friends only. And if I don't talk to you anymore or you don't talk to me, then you aren't going to read this. Simple as that. I don't need to continue out a fight through comments on my journal, that's just cowardly and stupid.

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I know I won't be leaving here with you [22 Jul 2004|04:42pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So I went out and had those psycology tests today. Drove me crazy because I had to sit still for three hours. Eh. But my mommy bought me Jamba Juice! Then, after the tests, we went out to lunch at Ajo Al's and discussed the weekend's plans. I'm so excited! We're either going to Disneyland or going to be lazy and go to the ghetto mall and see like 3 movies cause they're only 2.25 each. Then on Sunday we're going to Senoita still so Sandy can look at land. I really really wanna go to Disneyland, more for the airport and plane then Disneyland itself, because so much of it is closed.

Wow so today before my mommy got here to take me to the psycologist, the video for A Decade Under the Influence came on. I screamed. Even though the video was kind of boring and just.. eh it was a video. I screamed though :X. I don't like Fred.

I really like the video for Only One by Yellowcard, though.

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If I stay here I'll be dying forever [21 Jul 2004|12:30pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

So my mom just called me and was like "Think of something to do Friday afternoon and Saturday morning, just you and me" Wierd okay. I would suggest driving up to Prescott or Sedona or Flagstaff but her goal of the trip is for us to spend time together and if we take a car trip there will be no bonding because I will be sleeping. You put me in a car for longer then 15 minutes and I'm dead. I reminded her of that and then she was all "Then lets go to the Dillards Outlet store. It's closing so theres a huge sale and I can buy you a prom dress." Okay prom isnt until next May. I am hoping on losing some weight before then and plus I just really hate that store. Although last time I was there is when I found those two black jackets that are almost identical but I love them quite a lot.

I dont know, I dont know what to do with her this weekend before we leave for Senoita. But I know that for the next couple days I'm gonna make as many CD's as possible for the car trip cause it's at least a two hour drive and I have musical ADD or something.

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Whats the deal with this pop life and when is it gonna fade outt [21 Jul 2004|10:27am]
[ mood | blah ]

Everybody give me songs to download that you think I'd like.

And if anybody ever says to me again that they won't give me songs to download because I have everything I think I am going to cry and hit something.

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[20 Jul 2004|01:04pm]
Mary, let's go see Modest Mouse with The Walkmen on Friday.

It's 23 dollars that thats more then I usually spend on tickets but it's okay we should go and see the Mouse of Modest and be like mmmmmmmm I love Modest Mouse and have fun and yea! If you can get to my house I think I can beg my mom to take us and stuff.
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In the middle of a gunfight, in the center of a resteraunt [20 Jul 2004|11:31am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I'm in a bad mood. Very pissy. Need to go do something to get rid of mood.

If somebody calls me kid again Im gonna get mad because it's a really stupid word.

I miss Rigo. He and I should hang out. But he works all the time which is stuuuuupid. Well, no it's not. I'd be more than happy to work all the time if I had a job. But it's kind of hard to find a real job if you are not yet 16.

I think my mom, Sandy and I are going down near Tucson this weekend. We're going to ..Sinoida? or however it's spelled. Sandy is looking at land and my mom and I are going to be going driving on the dirt roads.

Oh my god can school start now PLEASE? I want to get this year over with so it can be next year so I will be getting ready to go to college.

This mood better go away before Jeanne gets here because I don't want to bite her head off during tutoring. And it BETTER still be gone for my photo class cause I think Sam is gonna be there and he is the most adorable boy over the age of 18 I have ever seen. And his lisp is so cute and aw I think I should talk to him someday maybe.

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[19 Jul 2004|06:45pm]
This picture can not be under an LJ cut thx

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He found someone who understands [18 Jul 2004|08:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]



Well, the hat's twin. For serious, I found that EXACT hat in my garage so wierd.


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There are moments when I know it and the world revolves around us [18 Jul 2004|07:21pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hahahahahahhah I almost died today.

I got my ear pierced for a second time in the cartlidge then my mom decided she wanted me to get the first one redone in a different place cause it was ugly so I had two holes punched into my ear. Well for some reason afterwards I was very close to passing out, so they made me sit on the floor in the middle of Claires and they got me a cold cloth and put it on my head and made me eat a sucker cause I needed sugar. I almost threw up and I was freakishly lightheaded and I was shaking for over an hour afterwards. But I have two new holes in my ears :)

I really haven't listened to anything else but Straylight Run for a week and I dont know how nice that is to my 319 other cd's, haha.

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When the sun came up, we were sleeping in, sunk inside our blankets [18 Jul 2004|12:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I think it's kind of unhealthy to like a band this much. Hah.

I really really dislike Taking Back Sunday v2.0 Well okay the music isn't AWFUL but for some strange reason I kind of hate Fred like a million and they anger me! Even though I still like the music a lot okay whatever. I just miss John Nolan :[

Yay for getting ears pierced again today and cute boys from Florida being at chucrh and talking to me!

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I need you defenseless, dependant and alone [17 Jul 2004|02:30pm]
[ mood | amused ]

So I was cleaning my room earlier and I realized how much of a freak I really, truly, am.

I found an unopened box of 12 pens, right? And I FLIPPED OUT. I love pens. LOVE pens. And I never can find any and now I have 12 BRAND NEW pens and I was so excited I like.. screamed and alj;lkerj

Im going to go back to cleaning my room now to find more good surprises :)

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A slow descent from unique to routine [16 Jul 2004|11:09am]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm really tired, but I got like.. 9 hours of sleep. I went to bed at 1:30 and woke up at 10:30. I wish there were something to do today. But there isn't. All I'm doing is putting contact paper in the shelves for money and cleaning my room because for some wierd reason it smells like cigarettes. I haven't had any cigarettes in there for.. four months, and I don't know why its starting to smell all of a sudden. Because I do NOT have more cigarettes in there. So uh. Yea.

I get really annoyed when people make usernames for livejournal and greatestjournal and then they DONT EVER USE THEM. Like this one person on LJ has snow and I really want it but uh. AND SHES NEVER USED IT. UGH. It's okay. My greatestjournal has a reaaaaaaaally nice layout of John Nolan that I like a lot, so I go there as much as I can because John Nolan is obviously the ruler of the world.

Why do I keep babbling? It's not like I have anything important to say whatsoever. I'm really glad I'm making money today though because I need 30 dollars for this AFI shit that I have to order and I need 35 dollars for this Straylight Run hoodie that I want. And I need money for new school stuff. But really I don't need new school clothes because for once in my life I feel as if I own enough pairs of pants and shirts. But I'm still going to convince my mom to take me to Buffalo Exchange so I can get some new pants and maybe a few shirts and maybe she will even buy them for once. I realized that the reason I didn't have enough pants or shirts last year is because I spent all my money on CD's and rarely bought clothing, but this summer I've been going on spontaneous clothes buying sprees. I should make a list of things I want to buy with the money that I will soon be making.

because nobody wants to read it and this is mostly for my referenceCollapse )

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You spin me right round baby right round like a record baby right round round round [15 Jul 2004|02:58pm]
[ mood | excited ]

AL:KJ:LKJL:RKJ<M. My mommy called me right before my spanish tutoring today. Pouyan, the keyboardist for Scary Kids Scaring Kids was at her work today hanging out with his mom (HOWCUTE). Anyways, he talked to my mom and personally invited me to go see their record release show on the 31st. Like, I was alredy invited by his mom and stuff but I would have had to pay and shit. But now HE invited me himself and I'm going backstage and I get to hang out with the band and he asked if I would be the photographer for that show and um. If they like me, I get to go to whatever shows of theirs I can and be their photographer. I'm like freaking out here because god they're so cute :[ Why is 80's music so god damned cool?

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Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay for awhile [15 Jul 2004|10:07am]
[ mood | tired ]

Okay um, I can't stop watching the video for 'She Will be Loved' by Maroon5. This is the 5th time I've watched it this morning. I'ts so lkwaejrlewkrj gorgeous. And I'm not even a fan of theirs or whatever, I like about 5 of their songs or something. But this one is included in that five.

I slept in today and it was SO nice. EW shit I just forgot that I have Spanish tutoring again today. Well, it won't suck. I hope it wont.

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I'm tired, cynical and broken but wiser, heavy with a sense of resentment [14 Jul 2004|06:56pm]
[ mood | tired ]


Um can I marry Michael Ian Black please?

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If we fall then we're done. So then take it right, this one chance we've got dont mess up [14 Jul 2004|02:37pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Look. It's Megan looking retarded in the middle of a Nolan sandwich.

I need to get that wearing glasses thing fixed. And I need to remember to bring my camera and not a shitty disposable camera next time.

My hair looks retarded cause I had it up and you cant see it so it looks like I dont have any hair. BUT I DO.

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[13 Jul 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

It's raining.

It's the first rain of the year(or the first I can remember) and it's so amazing. It's stormy and lightning and thundering and I want to cry I'm so happy.

Being from Arizona, the rain has always been so magical to me. It's just so.. clean and it smells amazing and it has this amazing feeling to it. I opened my curtains and I have the window open, and the lights are out. I'm about to go play in the rain again. I am.. so happy.

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